Some people are 100% gay, some are 100% straight. Most fall somewhere in between. I'd say the majority of straight men have at least had a gay sex act fantasy cross their mind, even fleetingly once in their life. Some more than that, and some act on those fantasies a few times like you did. That you were in your teens sort of blunts the fact you went a lot farther than most straight guys ever would . . . . in our teens most of us would hump a tree the hormones are raging so much!
At this point in your life I think you'd be wise to keep it to fantasies though, if your main attraction is hetero sex (and especially since you're married - very unfair to your wife unless you tell her that's what you want to do and she agrees to it - not likely).
If the urges continue to grow or starts to negatively impact your sex life with your wife, then you have some soul searching to do and come to a conclusion what you really want. Since you have no interest in an emotional relationship with another man I'd guess it's only the variety of sex, and you'll just have to find ways within your relationship to work that out . . . . maybe some fantasy role playing with your wife using a strap-on on you or whatever.
DVDBear
Posted: 30 Sep 06:23