Very difficult subject...
Rslnlover, I feel so sorry for what you're going through. It hurts my heart to read how someone is willing to give up on a part of himself. A part that so many people today -right here and now- are looking to find or to retrieve. People who are stuck on meds too often do so at the costs of it slowly drowning their spirit; losing themselves. The fact that you're contemplating this sacrifice shows how desperate you must be. What irony that your blessing would become such a curse.
Medications are prescribed daily for purposes they were and weren't designed for or aren't even registered for, by legitimate and genuine doctors who believe the benefits outweigh the risks, taking the specific patient's health-status and medical history in regard. And perhaps there is such thing for you. Your body. Your life. Your choice. Your sacrifice.
Just know this: you are the foundation of your life. Your life beats inside you and evolves around you. And the only thing it asks of you is for you to shine. Lighting the lives of others. Only when you're glowing, can you warm their hearts. Could dimming your own light, really make the world a less dark place?
I wish you strength in overcoming your pains, whatever way you may decide to choose.
RedRoses
Posted: 05 Oct 22:48