Venting / Releasing a fantasy...
Let me start by saying I love petite women with extremely hairy pussies. That being said. Like many that have been curious, I haven't seen anyone as extreme as me. I'm trying not to sound like some fool but I can't help what I feel. I've watched porn several times with my wife and she knows I enjoy watching women getting their mouths fucked. She thinks its gross especially when several guys jerk off in a womans mouth. I get excited watching this. Now to the point. For the last two years I have been eating my own cum and love doing it. I've been able to encourage my wife to jerk me off in my mouth too, even though she thinks its disgusting. She knows I like it so she does it for me and I'm grateful. Ok, here's the extreme...I want to have my mouth fucked really bad. I would love to have someone with an average size cock fuck my mouth and cum inside it. The reason I want an average cock is one of the turn ons for me is when the balls slap gently against the face when the cock is pumped back and forth. I'm not trying to be funny, this is real for me. I get so excited when I imagine lying on a bed with my head near the edge and the guy behind me in the 69 position on top of me simply pumping down to the balls and cumming directly in my mouth. Just as others are worried about STD's I am to and wish I knew a way to meet someone free of all this and have some fun. This is not where it ends. Since this is so difficult to find someone for all this to happen, I can't think of how I can have my second fantasy fulfilled. Here is the real extreme. I would like at least a few people to take turns and jerk off in my mouth like in the porno's. My ideal fanatsy would be having four guys and at least two women. The first guy would fuck my mouth and cum in it while the others watch. When he's done, the women would look at the cum in my mouth and then watch the other three guys one at a time walk up to me, put their cock near my mouth, jerk off in it move aside and let the next one do the same thing. I'd like women to see just as men like doing this to them, some men would like this done to them too. Now I've said it, I know most if not all of you will think I'm crazy but I really fantasize about this alot. I would love to try swallowing more than one load of cum. I really like my own cum but would love more cum. I get so excited I wonder if it's possible while my mouth is being worked that without touching my cock or balls I'm able to cum from the excitement of what is happening in my mouth.
Newfun
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Newfun I am guessing this is more of a "venting" post but if it helps you feel any better your fantasy isn't all that extreme. Perhaps it is because I am desensitized to much of the "sexual world", but as long as your not causing self harm or doing anything illegal I think its perfectly acceptable to have a fantasy.
Ducy
If it's venting it's because I can't tell family or friends about this. I have no emotional tie with anyone. These are just sexual turn one I want to carry out. I would love to feel what it's like. I really love cum and get excited about possibly getting more than I can handle. But I want to try. I can't tell you how many times I've made myself cum fantasizing my mouth being worked in a steady pumping and cumming motion directly in my mouth. If I could do it maybe I wouldn't feel the need to vent my business to others.
Newfun
Lol its cool. That's the beauty of these forums. You can vent, ask questions, do whatever you want!
Ducy
Glad you understand. I guess what kinda frustrates me is I've watched some gay porn also and never saw any mouthfucking in those. Only men doing it to women. Also, only once I saw a few guys jerk off in another guys mouth. There is no other way to explain other than I really would love having both of these fantasies done to my mouth. It's really exciting to me. I'm not interested in anal sex and as you can see I haven't mentioned anyone getting me off. I just want someone to get off in my mouth. I'd really like some women watching, but I'd just like to do it.
I know you've said my fantasies really aren't extreme. I would love to hear from others that have similar fantasies and did you get the chance to do it? Did you like it? Or even if someone enjoys watching men doing this to women. Do you enjoy watching that. As crazy as it sounds as I said in my other post, it really drives me wild when I see the guy on top and his balls lightly tapping the woman on the face as he pumps back and forth in her mouth and you can even hear it. I would love even if it were just once to have this done to me. I have a feeling though, if I did I would want it again. I have to wonder is this the age thing where others get curious as we get older? Because for me this all started when I started eating my own cum. Never had these thoughts before, but ever since I did this for the first time I really like cum.
Newfun
I have engaged in "face ****ing" a girl. It was interesting, watching others isn't as much fun to me. I do however enjoy being watched. My best experience was at a party where me and a girl went at it for quite a while and in many different positions. It wasn't planned, we had both been dancing and things got hot and heavy and since nobody stopped us we kept going. And of course people who kept cheering us on didn't help slow us down.
Ducy
I actually facefucked an old girlfriend many years ago and she liked it. That was a long time ago. I guess in a way when I think of what it was like doing it also turns me on wishing it was done to me. I really wish I could find someone to get together and do this. When I do I hope its someone that can go a while before cumming. As much as I want this, I want it to last. If he could at least last 10 to 15 minutes before exploding would be great. Have you ever had someone cum in your mouth? Have you eaten your own cum? It's really amazing. I never had these thought before trying my own cum. I know others reading this think I'm out of my mind but I really would love trying several guys jerking off in my mouth.
Newfun